Ronakshi TS : I Hate You || KHKT TS || Kahaan Hum Kahaan Tum || Kahan Hum Kahan Tum

‘I hate you Sonakshi’, Rohit screamed grabbing her arms tightly.

‘Rohit’ Sona shivered, ‘you are hurting me’. 

She pleaded trying to release her arms from his hold, which seemed tighter than ever. This had become a routine for the last three days; he would get drunk and then blame her.

Not that she had the right to question him, she had herself called this upon herself. 

She was living in hell, she had no one but to blame her own self for this mess. A part of her wanted to reveal the truth to him, while the other part reasoned out- how much pain would it cause him? 

The first part argued back- was he not in more mess now thinking that she broke his trust?

‘I hate you’ he screamed loudly, this time banging his fist against the wall, she closed her eyes shut in fear.

There was a difference in his demeanour today, he didn’t smell of alcohol, thinking of it she realised, he was walking straight and was standing steady. Was he not drunk today?

Is that why his level of temper seemed to have gone up? 

Or was it something different?

She slowly opened her eyes to look at him, and she knew there was something more today. 

More hurt, a different kind, but she could bet she saw more love in those eyes than ever and may be an ounce of guilt. But why?

‘Why? Damn it’ he howled punching the wall, she quickly moved to grab his fist as he groaned in pain. Pulling his hand away, ‘don’t touch me’, he screamed, startling her to take a few steps back.

Taking a few steps towards her, ‘Why Sona? Why?’ he asked cupping her face. She could swear she felt like a rose, held ever so softly. 

Did he just call Sona, after almost 3 days she heard him call her that, something surely had changed? He was looking into her eyes, as if questioning her, but this time it felt like he had a different set of questions to ask.

‘I love you’ he said taking herby surprise, before she could comprehend anything, she felt his lips moving against hers harshly. 

It felt like he was pouring his anger out, but within seconds, she felt a change as he moved his lips softly against hers, as if showering her with love and pleading her for something. 

She didn’t know why she didn’t resist, may be because she needed him now more than ever. It felt like a dream, as if it would all come crashing down any minute.

It felt like an eternity passed, when they broke apart in need of oxygen. 

Joining their foreheads together, they both breathed heavily.

He was not sure, why he did that.But he knew he needed her now more than ever.

They both looked at each other.She could swear she saw a smirk on his face, the naughty one. 

This surely was a dream.

Silence followed. As he waited for her to say something, but she said nothing. His eyes piercing through her soul, she could not help but wonder why? Mustering up her courage she looked at him, ‘kya hua Rohit?’ she said cupping his face. It was as if he was waiting for her to do that, he closed his eyes letting the tears roll down his cheeks making her worried.

‘Rohit, kya hua, tum roo kyun rahe ho?’ she asked wiping his tears, his tears broken her heart into zillion pieces, ‘don’t worry Rohit, mamma tumse baat karne lagegi, just give her some time’.

That was it, he pulled her into a bone crushing hug, startling her. He sobbed loudly making her worried, she slowly rubbed his back trying to calm him down but in vain, ‘Rohit please’. 

In last few days, she had seen him only in pain but why was the intensity different today?

‘Kyun Sona, kyun?’ He asked hugging her more tightly, if that was even possible.

‘Rohit please tell me, kya hua’ She asked trying to pull out of his embrace.

‘Please’ he sobbed holding on to her. 

She relaxed into his embrace, letting him be.

They remained in each other arms finding solace, it had been 72 long hours since they had been together.

His sobs lessened, she wondered what more had happened for him to be so hurt. 

Maybe he was still deeply affected by Veena’s words, she had not spoken with him since that night.

He moved out of the embrace and looked into her eyes, both their eyes red puffed and tired. 

He could see she was looking pale, old tears had dried out on her face, had she been crying for the last three days. 

He had barely looked at her, to be honest he had regretted it a lot, but his anger had got better of him. And now that he knew more, he was guilty beyond words. 

Why did this woman love his family more than him? Why did she prioritise others over him? 

Why was she behaving like Parvati?

Anger shot up to his nose, ‘Why did you do this?’ he scoffed making her shocked.

‘Galti se nikal gaya mu se Roh..’

“Shut up’, he screamed pointing his finger at her, ‘not a word’.

She looked down guilty, just for different reasons than he knew.

‘Tumne mujhse kaha tha na, that you hate lies’ he paused calming his temper, ‘Then why did you lie to me?’ He snapped.

She gulped a lump with fear slowly crawly up her veins, her deepest fear coming to surface. 

Did he find out the truth? Does he know everything? Did Ajit tell him?

‘Rohit’ was all she could say.

‘Just keep quite’ he warned, ‘ek aur jhoot bola na toh mein kuch kar dunga’.

Sonakshi remained silent. He kept staring at her, thinking about what she had bared for the last three days for every moment he had misbehaved with her.

'Tumne mujhe kyun nahi bataya?'

'Kya batati tumhe Rohit' she asked almost like a whisper.

'What do you mean kya batati?' He asked raising his voice, 'meine tumhe pucha tha na ki 1 crore kyun chahiye tha tumhe, tumne mujhse jhoot bol diya ki Sumit ko jarurat thi. Phir meine tumhe do baar pucha ki Dad ka sach kisne bataya Suman mumma ko, you again lied to me' He screamed punching the wall. 

'Rohit' she said holding his hand, his knuckles were bruised.

'Tumne mujhse shaadi ki hai ya mere family se? Meine tumhe shaadi ke din hi bola tha na, that mujhe mom se matlab hai, and baki sab ki baat sunne ki koi zarurat nahi. Then why did you prioritise them over me? why? Kya soch kar tumne ye kiya?

'Please meri baat suno' Sona tried to reason out.

'Sochna bhi maat, let me make it very clear that, aaj sirf mein bolunga aur tum sunogi. How dare you lie to me? Tumhe kisne ye hakh diya hai ki tum meri Sona ko takleef do? Tumne mujhse jhoot bola itna bada sach chupaya kyun?

'Tum bahut pareeshan the isiliye meine tumhe nahi bataya'

'Really? matlab kya bol rahi ho tum, aur tumhe lagta hai ki ye jhoot bolke tumne meri pareeshani kum kardi. Ek pal ke liye toh mein Ajit ka sach accept kar leta par tumne jo kiya woh bahut galat hai. Tumne mujhe apne aap dur kar diya jab mujhe tumhari sabse jada zarurat thi. Tumhe andaaza bhi hai mujhe kaisa mehsoos hua, bahut koshish ki meine tumse nafrat karne ki, par mein nahi kar paya. I tried so hard, par mera dil nahi mana. Bahut pyaar kiya hai meine tumse, how could you leave me alone when i needed you the most'

'Mein thi tumhara saath yahin pe Rohit, humesha tumhare saath'

'Nahin, meine tumhare saath itni batameezi ki, tumhe pata hai, har woh pal jab meine tumhe chot pahunchane ki koshish ki mera dil andar se kitna toota hai. Tumne bahut galat kiya' 

'Nahi Rohit, meine jo bhi kiya humare parivaar ke liye kiya, unki khushi ke liye kiya'

'Really? Parivaar ke liye, bakwaas maat karo. tumhe kisne kaha ki tum Parvati bano. Meine Sonakshi Rastogi se shaadi ki hai na ki Kahaani Parvati ki Parvati se, I like you as a normal human naki koi bhagwaan chahiye mujhe. Tum samajhti kyun nahi ho, that you cannot be Parvati in real life, sab ko khush nahi kar sakte hum, zindegi mein humhe ek waqt pe ake chun na padta hai.' 

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Part 2

‘Really? Parivaar ke liye, bakwaas maat karo. tumhe kisne kaha ki tum Parvati bano. Meine Sonakshi Rastogi se shaadi ki hai na ki Kahaani Parvati ki Parvati se, I like you as a normal human naki koi bhagwaan chahiye mujhe. Tum samajhti kyun nahi ho, that you cannot be Parvati in real life, sab ko khush nahi kar sakte hum, zindegi mein humhe ek waqt pe ek ko chun na padta hai. You can’t keep everyone happy.’ 

‘Rohit’ 

‘Don’t’ he said, moving away from her, ‘meine tumse Pehle hi kaha tha that I love Sonakshi not Parvati. I have married Sona, meri Sona, woh jo Mujhse lad leti thi Kuch galat hone pe. Woh Sona jisne fashion show ke time pe mujhse jagda kiya, par usne khud ke self respect ko nahi choda. Woh Sona jisne Mhatre jaise khatarnak gunde se photos delete karwa liya, woh jo Sahi ka saath deti hai. Aur sabse badi baat meri Sona jhut nahi bolti. Abhi jo yahan hai woh Parvati hai.’

‘I am sorry Rohit’

‘You are sorry? Why Sona why?’ 

‘Rohit mein manti hoon mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi. But please meri baat ek baar sun ko’ she pleaded closing the distance between them. ‘I always wanted a family, log jo humesha Ek dusre ka saath de, Ek dusre ko samajh payé. Meine dekha hai that you love your family, Tum sab ke liye baht karte ho, and I always admired that about you. Jab hum jude, I wanted to make sure ki mein bhi woh kar paun. Aisa nahi hai ki ye mushkil nahi tha, but i wanted to do it for you, because I love you Rohit. I love you a lot, aur mein nahi chahti thi ki meri wajah se family mein problem. Jane anjane mein ya meri family tumhare ghar walon ki life mein problem ban gaye. I never wanted that I swear. Mujhe jhoot nahi bolna chahiye tha, mein manti hoon, galti meri hai. And I am sorry for that. Bahut badi galti kardi meine, jab tak Mujhe ehsaas hua tab tak bahut der ho gaya tha.’ 

‘Meine Tumhe kitna takleef diya, I have hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you why did you lie to me.’ 

‘I am sorry Rohit. Mujhe laga tha ki sab thik ho jayega aur mein Tumhe bata dungi baad mein. But sab Kuch bahut bigad gaya.’

I am sorry. Meri family ki wajah se tumhe itni takleef hui. Pehle dad ki wajah se Tumhe apna kaam chodna pada, phir Rohan ki wajah se tumpe itne iljaam lage, adoption wali baat pe bhi, phir Ajit ki wajah se aur problem ho gaya, dad ke saath jo hua uski saza bhi Tumhe mili, Tumhe jail jana pada. I am very sorry.’

‘Nahi Rohit, galti meri bhi hai. Mujhe bhi Pehle hi samajh lena chahiye tha ki I should tell you everything. Phir hum milke decide karte karna Kya hai. Pata nahi Kyun Mujhe laga ki mein sab sambhal lungi, inn sab ke chakkar mein meine tumhe mujhse dur kar diya. Humara rishta dau pe laga diya. But I swear mere intention galat nahi tha’ 

‘Sona Mujhe pata hai that tum sirf meri family ko khush dekhna chahti thi aur Mujhe bhi. But inn sab mein Tum Mujhe bhul gayi. And I am angry with you for that. Mein Tumhe itna Kuch bola, Tumhe huer kiya. I am sorry’.

‘Nahi Rohit. I know ki tum gussa mein the’ she said cupping his face. 

‘Bahut gusse mein’ he said making a pout.

‘You are cute’ she chuckled pulling his cheeks. 

‘I am sorry’ he mumbled again, ‘I am sorry Tumhe jail jana pada galat ilzaam mein, I will explain mom ki tum kabhi Aisa nahi karogi’. 

‘Rohit, is time pe mumma ko Kuch bhi samajh nahi ayega, unhe time do, wo thik ho jayenge. Pehle I hope ki papa ki tabiyat thik ho jaye’. 

‘Nahi Sona, she has to understand that you have not done anything, tumhari wajah se dad ne kuch nahi kiya. Also she has to accept the truth, dad Abhi coma mein hai woh kab thik honge Kuch pata nahi, mein nahi Chahta that woh Tumhe galat samjhe’. 

‘Hmm’ she replied wiping his tears, ‘sab thik ho jayega Rohit’. 

‘Kaise hoga thik, sab bahut bigad gaya hai, tum yahan reh rahi ho, Mujhse dur kar diya tumne apne aap ko’.

‘Nahi Rohit, mein tumhare saath humesha’ 

‘Sona tum yahan ho, despite us being married you are staying with your mother, mom bhi Tumhe nahi dekhna chahti. Meri family ne sab bigad diya. Aur tumne bhi sab kharab diya. Meine Kya Kya socha humare married life ke bare mein. But sab Kuch kharab ho gaya. I have to live away from you’ 

‘Rohit’ she held his face between the palms, and kissed his eyes, ‘sorry’ slowly drinking his tears, ‘mein tumse promise karti hoon ki Aaj ke baad sab baat mein Tumhe baataungi, kabhi jhoot nahi bolungi. You will always be my priority’ she said pecking his lips.

‘You better’ he said crashing his lips with hers, soothing his emotions and hers, ‘I need you Sona’ he whispered into the kiss.

‘I am always yours Rohit. Aaj ke baad mein sab se pehle tumhare bare mein sochungi.’

‘ I also promise that I will not act impulsively and hurt you ever.’ He said taking her in a bone crushing hug.

‘Acha Mujhe Ek baat batao, tumhe mamma ne andar kaise ane diya’

‘She can’t stop me from meeting my wife’ he said assertively, ‘bas a gaya’.

Part 3- Last Part

*Mature Content ahead*

‘Acha Mujhe Ek baat batao, tumhe mamma ne andar kaise ane diya’

‘She can’t stop me from meeting my wife’ he said assertively, ‘bas a gaya’.

'Arey bolo toh sahi how did she let you in, woh bahut gussa hai tumse'

'Tumhari mumma bhi toh kam nahi hai na' he said.

'Rohit'

'Kya Rohit! She should not have disclosed that truth in front of all like that' He complained making her nodded her head in agreement.

'Hain, meine bola unhe, par i guess woh bahut jada gusse mein thi, isiliye kuch bhi bol diya, bina soche samjhe, I am sorry from her side'

'Sirf se sorry kam nahi chalega. Sab barbad ho gaya'

'Arey par hum sab ki thodi thodi galti hai, ab ye socho ki sab thik kaise karna hai'

'Pata nahi, right now i want to be with you, baad mein sochenge kya karna hai'

'Par Rohit...'

'Chup' he said placing his finger on her lips, 'bahut bolti ho, use them for a better purpose', making her shocked with his bold statement.

'Dont stare like that, let me show how best to use them' he chuckled taking her lips in his for a soul stirring kiss. She was taken aback by his bold move. Not their first kiss, but certainly she knew this one would last with them as a memory of its kind. One kiss melted into another, and she didn't realise when she started responding back as passionately as he did. His hands softly moving along her facial contour, while hers weaving through his hair. They knew they needed this so bad, like never before. He had always wanted to make their first kiss the best, but he realised that every kiss was new and nerve melting. Their lungs almost giving up but their desire refusing to let go of its counter part. Their lungs forcing them to part away in need of oxygen, quickly inhaling an excess of it they fused again.

She could not believe that she could hold on to her breath for so long, but she could bet she felt the best even while struggling to breath. The feeling of his tongue moving inside her transported to different world, she could feel different flavours of love bursting in her mouth.

He could sense her comfort in the kiss, giving him the much needed strength to take it further. Her rosy petal lips seemed to have grown in size as he chewed them, relishing the strawberry taste of it. Her taste lingering in his mouth in after they paused to breath, but still not having enough of it.

'I love you so much' he whispered panting.

'Me too' she replied tightening on her hold around his hair.

He took a distance to look at her dishevelled form, messed up hair, swollen lips and his love sprinkled all over. She looked at his messed up tresses, his hair gel now nowhere to be seen, swollen lips and his chocolaty orbs flourishing with love. She could swear she would drown in them happily never to return without any complain.

She could feel his hands on her waist slowly crawling into her tshirt, caressing her bare body. Every nerve fibre abandoned itself when she felt his fingers softly pressing on her waist curves. Her breathing slowly racing up while her eyes close shut as her body got introduced with a feeling like never before. Pleasure shooting like an impulse through entire stretch of their body.

She didnt realise when his name slipped out of her mouth, and it was his turn to take a step ahead. HIs hands slowly making their way up interacting with preciousness they never did. He fingers shivered as passion and pleasure overtook the control of his body. The heat that radiated through her body was too hot for him to handle.

He could not help but pin her down on the bed and pressing his body on hers. He looked at her closed eyes, 'open your eyes Sona, look at me', she slowly met his killer gaze which penetrate into her soul.

How much had they missed each other. They never thought they would be here in this very moment, but they knew they wanted this now.

'I need you Sona, right now' he demanded slowly moving his index finger along the bottom fabric of her bra.

There was no way she was going to deny it, in fact she wanted it more than him.

'Bolo na' he pleaded, slowly pulling her tshirt up.

'I want you Rohit' she whispered cupping his face.

'I always wanted our first time to be special'

'Yeh bahut special hai Rohit, mujhe bas tum chahiye, this is the perfect moment' That is all he needed to hear.

'Isko hatao na' he complained.

'kya?' she asked confused by an out of place question.

'this silly tom and jerry tshirt' he complained failing to remove it.

'Rohit' she grumbled, 'its not silly, mera favourite hai ye'.

'Acha, sirf mein tumhara favourite hoon, not this' he said stretching her arms up and pulling the tshirt out.

'Acha?' Sona asked, 'mujhe toh na' she paused as she noticed his gaze on her body, making her realise she was lying in front of her man in her undergarment, spreading a hue of red all over her face. She quickly crossed her arms around her front shying away.

'It's me Sona, tumhara Rohit' he said softly holding on to her arms.

She opened her eyes and was caught in an eye lock. He slowly moved her hands away and bend down to kiss her. He wanted make sure she felt comfortable.

They eased out into a kiss, soft trailing down his lips lingered along the contour of her jaw line, down into the crock of her neck, her hands slowly finding their way into his hair softly pulling him closer. He moved further down placing soft wet kisses in her valley. Slowly rubbing his nose making her giggle. She could feel his stubble pricking her in the most passionate way ever. She arched her back as he moved further down close to her navy. A new set of feeling evoked within them transporting them to a different world. A soft moan escaped her lips, his name had never sounded more sexy.

He moved up taking her lips in his, her moans dying into the kiss. She didnt realise when her shivering fingers found their way onto his shirt button, fiddling with them. Slowly the first two went unbuttoned even before she could comprehend, her hands moving into his shirt along his chiseled shoulder pulling him closer.

He straightened up and unbuttoned his remaining buttons and threw it on the floor. Now it was her turn to drool over his milky white skin, sometimes she wondered did he wax for her, or was it all in her imagination. Mustering the courage she ran her hands along his chiseled body mapping his contour. It was not the first she was seeing him shirtless, but certainly the feel of it was just indescribable.

He slowly pulled a strap off her shoulder, restless to discover more of her. Within seconds her pink bra joined her silly tshirt on the floor. His bare chest touching her front. As they fused she could feel a chain of changes in their bodies, blood rushing southwards and a gush wetness. His trousers felt a size shorter. His hands moulding her treasures making her cry in pleasure. His lips slowly replaced his hands, making her arch back and roughly pushing him deeper. The feeling was too much for her to handle. His hands worked downwards tucking along the elastic of her pyjama her breath hitched. Even before she could process it was off her and down with the pile of their clothes.

He took a step back, taking her beauty, she was lying in all her glory in her birth attire. He removed his remaining clothes. It was her turn to drool over his physique, and she thought only people in the entertainment had the right to own a chiselled body, but this man the hottest of all belonged to her and only her. His abs fabricated like a cheese grater to his body. She remembered how she had seen him naked once before, during the janmastami event. She could not deny, she certainly had all of him, and she certainly had thought of it on multiple occasions since they were in love.

He slowly put his weight on her and started worshipping her body. Pleasuring every inch of her body, he wanted to know everything, he took his own time to discover every bit of her. She was getting impatient as her needs raised a bar every time he pleasured her.

She pulled him up. While his fingers continued with their new found task. 

'Pl..ea..se' she moaned.

'kya' he asked innocently increasing his pace making her gasp.

'Ro...hit..pl..eas..e' she pleaded clutching onto the bedsheet.

'What?' he asked pushing his one finger making her scream out in pleasure, 'bolo' he repeated moving his finger in and out making her dig her nails on back pulling him into the tightest of hugs.

'Bolo' he whispered pushing two fingers.

'Rohitttttt' she moaned biting his ear lobe.

He was in no mood to stop while she was nearing her release. Her walls tightened around his fingers. he abruptly released his fingers making her look at him in disappointment.

He softly pecked her forehead, annoying her, but soon it was replaced by shock as she felt it on her entrance. Nervousness, anticipation, excitement, fear all engulfing her at the same time.

He looked deep into her eyes as his rubbed the tip of his aroused member, slowly glistening it with her fluids. She lay swallowing the bolus of fear and anticipation.

'Dont worry, thoda dard hoga shayad, but mein hoon na' he assured her pecking her forehead.

She nodded in response, 'I know Rohit, you will never hurt me'. She said and immediately regretted it as guilt took over his expression. She could suddenly feel him withdrawing, his muscles moving away. Tears formed in his eyes, that pierced her heart. She immediately held him close cupping his face.

'Khabardar agar tum mujhse dur gaye toh, Rohit let me make this clear, i know you will never hurt me intentionally, jo kuch bhi hua uss mein hum dono ki galti thi, stop blaming yourself alone' she said rolling over and getting on top of him, 'I trust you more than anyone and anything'. She said kissing his tears away.

'I love you, and dont you dare blame yourself' you ordered taking his lips in hers. He was too weak to take a lead, her tongue danced with dominance. She moved down placing wet kissed along his jaw and his chest, softly biting on to this nipples making him moan.

'Sonaaaa' he moaned as she devoured his body, her teases testing his control. He pulled her up and rolled over taking control. There was no waiting now. He needed more than ever and she needed him equally.

He touched her entrance with his member, slowly trying to push its tip. She clutched on to the sheet lying still. He pushed a bit more trying to accommodate himself inside her. He pushed it with all his force, getting half way through making her dig her nails in his back, closing her eyes and shot of sharp pain radiated inside her. He let her ease out before pushing it deeper.

'Rohittt' her moans echoed as he entered her fully. Softly kissing away her tears, he ran his fingers through her hair calming her down soothing her pain. He slowly moved along her as she wrapped her legs around his waist. Taking her to heights of pleasure with every stroke and pace, they moved in sync. He fell on her feeling his release as they climaxed together. He remained inside her taking her lips in a kiss. They were too exhausted to kiss, but the urge didnt let them part.

"I love you' he whispered as he tried calm his pacing heart beat resting in her valley.

'I love you too' she replied planting soft kisses into her hair.

They remained in their positions in silence, enjoying the feeling of completing each other. He slowly pulled himself out of her and lay beside her pulling her closer, she rested on his chest wrapped.

His fingers playing with her hair while hers drew patterns on his chest.

'Ab toh mein tumhara fav hoon na?' he asked taking her by surprise.

She moved up and looked at his face, he had actually asked her that with a serious expression. She could not believe it. What a possessive doctor surgeon she had, he was still stuck there jealous of her tshirt. She mentally smacked herself for falling in love with this cute baby. She could not help but pull his cheeks.

'Ouch' he grumbled with a pout.

'Khadoos' she said.

'Acha' he said pilling her down, 'bolo i am your favourite, aaj, kaal and for ever'.

'Rohit' She could not believe they were discussing lying this naked in the bed.

'Bolo'

'You are always my favourite' she replied making him smile like a baby, she wondered he called her a drama queen, what was he.

'Even after we have babies' he asked.

'Babies? woh kahan se a gaye?'

'Ab sab kuch ho gaya, toh woh bhi a jayenge'

"Rohit' this man was impossible she thought.

'Kya. ab toh tum nahi bol sakti ki humare beech kuch nahi hai so babies wont come' he said nuzzling her.

'Kuch bhi' she said giggling as his stubble tickled her, 'chub raha hai tumhara stubble'.

'Acha' he teased rubbing it more, 'dekhete hain kaise chubta hai' he said taking her lips for a kiss making her silent. 

They drowned in the night of love, deciding to take on all troubles together.

*The End*